I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
gah so tired! well icbc went well, and it went terrible. the guy that hit me still hasn't come forward, and the damage to the car might count as it being a loss, so they won't fix it. the well part is that the car still runs, and they didn't try to make me sign anything... i just hope to get this all over and done with soon. i hate dealing with icbc. if i ever do get the pay out from the car, it can go towards paying off my dad.
i still haven't talked to telus. i keep forgetting, and being lazy instead of dealing with their automated system. david tried texting me and ended up texting some other person, so they've already given my number away. so yes, it's fully cancelled. they're just being asstarded.
ae is coming up and i still haven't fixed those boots. i have this fear i'm going to wreck them :S maybe i text livvy and see if she'll coach me through this... i want them to be done by ae, but i don't want to fuck up.
my knee crunched my heart shaped glasses. so now the frame is broken and i am le sad :C i loved those glasses, they were so cool. so i suppose i'll have to order another pair off ebay... :C tomorrow i'm heading out to party with kittie. she can eat solids again so we're going to the spaghetti factory for a sexy date. i am so excited you have no idea! i haven't been there in forever. nomnomnom french onion soup.♥ i shall also buy that witchblade figure, and pee myself with glee. there was something else i wanted to get... but i couldn't remember what it was till just a sec ago. the kouya and honey plushies from evertoys♥ i shall have to see how much they are.
i should really be outside, tanning or something. but i am lazy, and the outside has too much light. i was considerring going to the beach more, maybe just on my own to read. maybe taking the dogs. i don't know. i like being pale. but i like being one color pale... so i've been working on my legs... they're getting there.
This is going to be cryptic, so i'm sorry ahead of time. i'm in that point in my life where being alone is getting old. for a very long time i was just not interested in those types of things because of what had happened in the past. not only with zack, but with my family. so i go out and i look. there's this guy, i'm not attracted to him, but he adores me, and is kind. i figure i'll learn to like him in that way.
but then i meet someone else. he's amazing by any standards. we're similar, but different in all the right ways. i don't know if he thinks about me in that way, and someone i care about might like him as well.
i decided that the person i care about was more important than what i wanted, and i stepped aside. but now i'm not happy, and i'm wondering if i'm what he wants. i don't like dealing with crap like this, but i'm too much of a coward to say anything to any of them.
so there you have it. i have work in a bit. i should make myself something to eat. letdai arrived today. i'm excited. i'll be reading it tonight, and lending it to kittie tomorrow if i finish it. updated the groove list, and my neon genesis evagelion dl finished yesterday. so now i have all the eps and movies. i'll have to check them later to make sure they work and they're not raws. i think it's a dubbed dvdrip to tell you the truth. just from the way the file was labelled
love,
Brit
i still haven't talked to telus. i keep forgetting, and being lazy instead of dealing with their automated system. david tried texting me and ended up texting some other person, so they've already given my number away. so yes, it's fully cancelled. they're just being asstarded.
ae is coming up and i still haven't fixed those boots. i have this fear i'm going to wreck them :S maybe i text livvy and see if she'll coach me through this... i want them to be done by ae, but i don't want to fuck up.
my knee crunched my heart shaped glasses. so now the frame is broken and i am le sad :C i loved those glasses, they were so cool. so i suppose i'll have to order another pair off ebay... :C tomorrow i'm heading out to party with kittie. she can eat solids again so we're going to the spaghetti factory for a sexy date. i am so excited you have no idea! i haven't been there in forever. nomnomnom french onion soup.♥ i shall also buy that witchblade figure, and pee myself with glee. there was something else i wanted to get... but i couldn't remember what it was till just a sec ago. the kouya and honey plushies from evertoys♥ i shall have to see how much they are.
i should really be outside, tanning or something. but i am lazy, and the outside has too much light. i was considerring going to the beach more, maybe just on my own to read. maybe taking the dogs. i don't know. i like being pale. but i like being one color pale... so i've been working on my legs... they're getting there.
This is going to be cryptic, so i'm sorry ahead of time. i'm in that point in my life where being alone is getting old. for a very long time i was just not interested in those types of things because of what had happened in the past. not only with zack, but with my family. so i go out and i look. there's this guy, i'm not attracted to him, but he adores me, and is kind. i figure i'll learn to like him in that way.
but then i meet someone else. he's amazing by any standards. we're similar, but different in all the right ways. i don't know if he thinks about me in that way, and someone i care about might like him as well.
i decided that the person i care about was more important than what i wanted, and i stepped aside. but now i'm not happy, and i'm wondering if i'm what he wants. i don't like dealing with crap like this, but i'm too much of a coward to say anything to any of them.
so there you have it. i have work in a bit. i should make myself something to eat. letdai arrived today. i'm excited. i'll be reading it tonight, and lending it to kittie tomorrow if i finish it. updated the groove list, and my neon genesis evagelion dl finished yesterday. so now i have all the eps and movies. i'll have to check them later to make sure they work and they're not raws. i think it's a dubbed dvdrip to tell you the truth. just from the way the file was labelled
love,
Brit