last year, i was hopeful for the future.

this year, im not even sure. ive begun to take things as they come, but i will need a bit more .... motivation? to act out like the person im not. just talking can be tough, because i dont really like people/strangers.

and i dont like having to carry a relationship when i can feel the effort. i suppose its ( Read more... )

looking for someone to see cirque pretty much failed. i remembered yan liked kaleidostar at some point and asked her. yeah she wanted to go. awesome ( Read more... )

i met a korean girl today named jenny (how many korean girls are named jenny? o.O ( Read more... )

things seem all wrong ( Read more... )