Nov 11, 2007 01:54
looking for someone to see cirque pretty much failed. i remembered yan liked kaleidostar at some point and asked her. yeah she wanted to go. awesome.
next time i must remember to attend the 4pm show because the red tent is more fun then. its more empty and the staff is more friendly.
the show was good. quidam had a much bigger impact on me. quidam felt like a more personal show. i felt like quidam had a strong ending compared to corteo.
corteo was a funeral and a 'passing on' or even a rite of passage if you like from death to afterlife. this made the end a bit more sad, and a bit less umph-y.
the show overall was fun. not quite the same as sitting in the front row for quidam, but still fun and cool. perhaps a little less sensual.
some day, i will have to take a girl who i can hold hands with.
lately, i have been thinking of the way i felt after the day i went out to the strip club. i am not really sure exactly what it was, but something was "fixed" inside for a while.
i sort of had the feeling that it had something to do with the flow of my chi (qi/ki/spirit-energy whatever). i think that one of the women there and i somehow clicked on that energy level and ... well.. i really wanted to take her home...
anyway. the feeling is gone. im not sure if it was just there because she was really good at her job or because i felt some kind of desire or what.
i was really left with the impression that i understand the idea behind a 2 person mixed-sex martial art.
the two halves, meeting effortlessly and flawlessly. hard and soft, open and closed, male and female. both the same while being different, both different while being the same. (the idea is really beautiful to me).
i wonder if perhaps the practice of such a thing would ruin you for other arts. after all, that level of completion is hard to find within yourself. (well, some disagree, but i am pretty sure that it is nearly impossible for a .. "normal".. or "good" human )
hm.. i rambled too much. i wonder if i said enough to be wrong. i have the feeling i did.
anyway. cirque is fun. you should go.
i have to see the other shows.
oh, and the singers for both shows so far have been fantastic.
i want to eat the female lead singers. rawr.
note to self,
martial arts,
love,
balance,
cirque