I had a vision of my own personal hell.

I am eternally seated in an uncomfortable cubicle chair in a room with bright yellow walls. Screaming, stinky babies fill the room and X-Japan ballads loop endlessly in the background.

...oh the horror.

I really need to update this bitch. I'm sorry that I've been so bad about it. I really do have a good excuse this time ( Read more... )

I've never seen anything like this before ( Read more... )

War is failure.

"America is a humanitarian nation". What a joke.

Flowers and a cold room.

This actually made me cry.

On the flip side...what happens when American soldiers die? Instead of taking responsibility for the lives of our own soldiers and acknowledging that death is a part of war...

God hates fags, as usual.Our problems are much more ( Read more... )

Last night's party was fun. It was Eri Suzuki's goodbye party since she's going back to Obirin on Sunday. She's such a cool girl. I'll really miss her ( Read more... )

What the fuck.

In other news...my mood swings have gotten way out of hand. Medication just makes it worse. I have no clue what to do about it.

Guniw Tools and DA seem to help.
Kuroyume does not.

...

I suck.

Well, it all came crashing back down tonight. I never made it to work. Actually, I made it into the parking lot for a few hours but didn't make it inside. Right when I think that I'm better It's all glass and nails again ( Read more... )

I've been hard to get ahold of...and I haven't been good about emailing people back or updating my journal. I'm really sorry. I'm so busy that it makes me want to hole up in my apartment with a bottle of jack and and a pistol. Well, not really but it's a cool mental image ( Read more... )

It will have to wait till tomorrow, however. I'm tired as fuck. My job makes me want to kill people, but what's new. I really just wanted to share this.

Home sweet home!


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Yes, so it has finally happened. I have decided that I actually want a volks doll. I feel so lame, but I can't help myself. I guess it really stems from the fact that I love making stuff, and they are so customizable, especially the cheap ones! I mean the 80,000 yen dolls are amazing and beautiful, but why the hell do people pay so much for a doll ( Read more... )