so I'm sitting here typing this in a suit and tie. but we'll get to that later ( Read more... )

look, people- I'm gonna be open and honest. I'm not gonna hide shit from anyone, that's just wrong. if you can't deal with it, then go lie to someone else- I don't want any part of it. I am who I am, I don't regret anything I've done in my life, and if you don't like it, it's your problem- not mine.

(the next day)
I was so drunk at the time that I ( Read more... )

I feel like someone just went balls-deep in my right ear to the point of achieving full penetration and exit through the left ear canal. It's probably gonna take me a few days to sort out all the intellectual semen swirling around in my head. I definitely should not have taken that book in one go.

But what a wonderful experience it was. A nice big ( Read more... )

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No more games.
No more bullshit.
No more catering to people's feelings.
No more giving people what they want just because it's easy for me.

I'm me dammit- and I realized there's a lot of shit that I put up with that I don't need. There's a lot of unnecessary stress I create for myself. Fuck that.

I am who I am, and if someone doesn't like it they can 
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I think this represents me pretty well...

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion||||||||||||||||||||86%Stability||||||||||||||||||||86%Orderliness||||||23%Accommodation||||||||||||||||||||83%Interdependence||||||||||||||||70%Intellectual||||||||||||||||70%Mystical||||||||||||||||||||90%Artistic||||||23%Religious||10%Hedonism||||||||||| ( Read more... )

so there's a fuckbunch of us at the bar the other night, like 10-15 people (half of whom I barely know) that I came with. I'm fucking MANGLED. really wasted. so Devin turns to me and says "Dude, Jason, are you drunk?" and somehow my reply is "NO! I'M A FUCKIN OCTOPUS, BITCH!" 

I've learned a lot in the past few weeks- but most recently, most importantly, is this

as much as I can be completely open with people, as much as I have no secrets from anyone I care about, other people's secrets aren't mine to share. what goes on in my head is there for the wrold to see, but what goes on between me and other peolpe shouldn't ( Read more... )

     I think about what I want from a relationship, ANY relationship, and what comes to mind is more what I DON'T want- drama pain, awkwardness, secrets, bullshit, lies....
     I want a totally open relationship. Male-male, male-female, sexual or not, old or new, when I find someone I trust I want to give myself to them completely and without ( Read more... )