my entries have been nothing but depressing as of late. and for that, i'm sorry. i should be more cheerful, more upbeat, more...well, fuck it. i'm sorry, and i'll try to be better about it ( Read more... )

nothing that was supposed to happen last night, did. i was so proud of myself for having made not one, but SIX cold calls at work yesterday afternoon that i went home and drank a few glasses of wine, thus making me entirely too woozy due to the mixture of meds and alcohol in my system. i layed down at around 8:00, woke up briefly at 1:00am to smoke ( Read more... )

good lord. what a crazy day so far. its not even 3:00 yet. so everything's going smoothly at around 9:00 - i walked to starbucks, got a shaken passion iced tea lemonade [AMAZING, btw], bought more cigarettes, and headed back over to the office. at 11:30 i get a text from shawn that just says "i might be going to the hospital". ummmm WHAAAAT??! so i ( Read more... )

another busy weekend ( Read more... )

feeling much better this morning ( Read more... )

i think i spent more time out in the heat this weekend than i have the energy to explain ( Read more... )

its interesting that an unknown urge from within me led me to log in here tonight. and as i was reading over my friends page, i realized that i left this place to be forgotten. thats exactly what i wanted. and thats exactly what i got ( Read more... )

valentine's day dinner last night ( Read more... )

so the other day i finally realized that im one of those people who has abandoned the internet world. it kinda makes me sad because ive been a huge WWW appreciator and now i've kicked my constant connection to the curb. but, if you really want to know, which you may or may not. either way, things are wonderful. brandon is about to move in, and im ( Read more... )

happy 14th birthday ashley ( Read more... )