and i think that it's time this battle must be won.

Dec 08, 2008 16:35

my entries have been nothing but depressing as of late. and for that, i'm sorry. i should be more cheerful, more upbeat, more...well, fuck it. i'm sorry, and i'll try to be better about it.

what have i been up to....well, let's see: i've been wrapping christmas presents, working on spreadsheets, folding laundry, cuddling with my cats, watching too much television, neglecting to cut my finger nails, hating that the sun is only out for 8 hours a day, writing a lot in my journal, giving and receiving lots of kisses from shawn, and attempting to regain my singing voice after being stuffed up for weeks.

it's been a while since i've done something for ME. i want to jam. i want to craft. i want to hang out with melissa, just watching movies while eating desserts and drinking wine. i want to go shopping with an unlimited amount of money.

i want, i want, i want.

i feel nauseous, always. i hate that my meds make my tummy all fucked up. bah.

now, i am going home to lounge and laugh and smile and snuggle. have a great night. :)

xoxo.

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