I wonder why so many people always choose to try to harass me o.o..

Aside from the obvious, of course, that they can't cope with my existence...

I just don't understand why people choose to be enemies, while they could have a friend instead o.o

Mmm.. a friend worded it nicely...

Getting harassed for non-conforming.

It's not being alone that hurts ( Read more... )

This was an interesting experience ( Read more... )

*sighs ( Read more... )

Jealousy is another form of self love o-o ( Read more... )

training detachement is tricky.
To be able to enjoy / love something, but also not mind when it leaves you.

I mastered it with materialism, but not with social contact yet.

I'm training it though.

Sometimes it's interesting to see the afflictions/delusions of the mind about what brings happiness ( Read more... )

Bit of an update;
A while ago I asked myself this question:

Q: Why do I want a significant other?I earlier established that there are two kinds of love, sensual and non-sensual, and that it's only the sensual part that's hurting me, so this question only applies to the sensual part of my love, non-sensual love doesn't hurt, since it's simply ( Read more... )

Well, my mum's still in the hospital ( Read more... )