Alright, I'm going to try this.

Nov 21, 2010 04:16

I don’t know how to start. I got the idea to do something like this a while ago. I mean, how do you even write something like this? How do you put everything that you are into words? Beware: this is going to be a very disjointed read, anyone reads it at all ( Read more... )

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luxylyx November 21 2010, 16:10:20 UTC
Well depending on how you stood up, or how you acted in the past, they probably were not worth your friendship to begin with. Sometimes, friends just grow apart regardless as people mature and experience other things ( ... )

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hybrid_psionics November 21 2010, 16:40:14 UTC
In the past, I've always been submissive with my friends. I stood up for myself pretty abrasively, which I know was the wrong way to do it. But I was really, really stressed, and it was kind of the last straw kind of situation for me ( ... )

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hybrid_psionics November 21 2010, 16:51:55 UTC
Generally speaking, though, I am too nice, and I do let people run me over a lot. Everything that has happened this year is evidence enough for that.

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luxylyx November 22 2010, 00:51:49 UTC
You are going to need to grow a tougher skin and realize that there are billions of people are out there. One girl or one friend not liking you should not demolish you in the long run. You deserve someone that is going to treat you with respect ( ... )

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hybrid_psionics November 22 2010, 01:01:51 UTC
I know I deserve people that will treat me with respect. I've had a lot of people tell me lately that if this is how they are going to react to what I did and how I feel, then they weren't really friends to begin with, regardless of how long the friendship was. I talked to a friend today that went through a very similar situation and told me that right now, it'll be tough to deal with, but eventually I'll be thankful that I shed those people form my life. Actually, over the past couple of days, I've started to realize that a lot of the reason why I felt so down on myself was because that's how those people were treating me. The way that I'm feeling right now is my own fault; if I can shake off this residual emotion, I think I'll be great. I won't have people in my life that constantly put me down ( ... )

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