The exercise in the book "I could do anything I want if I only knew what it was" said to think of the job you'd hate. The one that you fear would happen if you ceased to rage against the ordinary. So I do. The grinding monotonous mediocrity of food service. Or a shit desk job.

Concentrate on how that idea makes you feel

Now, think back to when you ( Read more... )

I am well. I am sorting things out.

I want people (including myself) to understand.

What does it feel like to figure out you're transgendered?

Answer # 23

There are times when I forget what my body looks like, and I'm surprised when I open my mouth and hear this baritone voice. Looking in the mirror is also a shock - who is that? Other times, I ( Read more... )

"You seem driven."

Someone said this about Lichen, a character I was playing, but I think that's because a lot of me shows through in him.

The last year was a trial. I realized that there was no way that my life was going to get fixed unless I did it. I also realized that the world will move with or without me, that I will get old, and I will die. I ( Read more... )