the year is off to a super amazing start! yeah right. while i do have a more optimistic attitude, i'm still just as stressed as i've ever been. i keep trying to find some motivation, something to drive me forward, and i keep coming up short. i know what needs to be done, to make me happy. i can't seem to translate that into action for myself ( Read more... )

i'm at my sister's, babysitting while the kids are on christmas break. they're crazy, and they're taking me right along with them ( Read more... )

...half a year later. man i can't believe i've gone this long without posting anything. i was looking over my old entries, and omg it seems like so long ago. i've really missed having an outlet for all the messed up crap that floats around in my head. maybe some day i'll get my shit together enough to function the way i want to ( Read more... )

so yeah, things are kind of sucking right now? ( my mom is in the hospital, )

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