what are you waiting for? take a bite of my heart tonight

[humped]

...half a year later. man i can't believe i've gone this long without posting anything. i was looking over my old entries, and omg it seems like so long ago. i've really missed having an outlet for all the messed up crap that floats around in my head. maybe some day i'll get my shit together enough to function the way i want to.

new things, i'm working at target now. i like it as much as one can like a repetitive, stressful job in retail. mom and i are drowning in debt. making the bills is getting harder and harder, and we're falling behind. not sure what to do about this. if i weren't so eternally tired already i'd probably get a second job. i think i would fall over and die if i did now. if only there were something illegal i could master and make assloads of money from. like forging documents, or pimping hos. but we'll get through this, as with everything.

my sister is pregnant again. now all these dreams about her with four kids make sense. this is very exciting for me. the longer she keeps popping em out, the longer i can wait!

buuut anyways, i'm craving cheesecake. i'm going to go pilfer my sister's kitchen in hopes of finding something cheesecake-y