the year is off to a super amazing start! yeah right. while i do have a more optimistic attitude, i'm still just as stressed as i've ever been. i keep trying to find some motivation, something to drive me forward, and i keep coming up short. i know what needs to be done, to make me happy. i can't seem to translate that into action for myself. i just need to focus on getting my priorities straight.
i have been more inspired to write lately. i found myself with a poem in my head the other day, but i didn't have the opportunity to sit down and write it. that's progress. i thought that part of me was lost. i need to try to focus on that a little more, along with the other things that make me happy. my phone's been cut off for the last few weeks. so i feel pretty much cut off from the outside world. hopefully around this time next week i'll have it back on.
i've decided to copy april's whole video thing. i likes it. :D this song is awesome, bitch is crazy.
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