Sorry, this post is going to be somewhat of a rant.... I've been kind of frustrated lately, and just need to get it out there... somewhere ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last day at home. It doesn't seem like I've been home for 3 weeks now, but I have. At the same time, I'm not ready to go back. Sure, I miss being on my own and having my own schedule and responsibilities, and there's something about being home for break that makes me super relaxed and well, lazy. I'm much more productive at school, ( Read more... )

 am still freaking out majorly. but feel somewhat better now that i have:

*read freud
*written paper on freud
*read 40 pages of textbook for reading quiz tomorrow

am trying to remain positive and know that in the end, everything will be alright and work out how it's supposed to.

am still terrified of potential bad grade, read: anything lower than "a-" ( Read more... )

Well, my friends. It's been an interesting couple of weeks, nay months. Difficult times with peers, friends, and myself. I haven't been very happy with who I am-- much less really known who I am. I've been very lost, feeling without an identity, and not knowing where to turn or what to do. I've cried more this semester than I ever remember crying ( Read more... )

tour is in 5.5 hours. I have to be up before then. I wanted to go to bed, but I don't know that I'll be able to now. I need sleep. I'm so emotionally drained. And my body can't handle much more of this stress. Right now, I am dreading tour more than anything. I don't have everything done. There aren't enough thank you notes... and I don't know what ( Read more... )

I am exhausted. Physically, emotionally, mentally, and yes, spiritually. There are days when I wonder how I got through them, days where I wake up in the morning and wonder if there will be enough hours in the day to get everything done. Yet somehow I keep surviving, keep living. And the more I'm dealing with this, the more I realize it's God that ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while. Was planning on it last night, but didn't have the energy. Went to go see He's Just Not That Into You with Michelle. Good movie.

Life is stressful right now. I really don't feel like getting into all of it again. But here's a few highlights:

* Tour is coming up. I am not pleased with those Kapellicans who continually ( Read more... )

paper is done. woot!