so my last entry was five years ago, and it has been a roller coaster. so much has happened, changed, evolved. let's start from the beginning ( Read more... )

So this will be my reflection on the past...events i guess ( Read more... )

whoops ( Read more... )

...and surely more to come ( Read more... )

yeah ignore that post. it turned out to be untrue ( Read more... )

it sucks. lateness came once a few years ago but i didn't really take any notice of it. now...i'm worried. i mean this lateness could cause some major problems. first i don't know who he would be. i mean it could be one or the other. i just don't know. then i don't know how this lateness happened. i mean i thought that couldn't make it. ( Read more... )

wow. no update in a long time. i guess i spend too much time loving my myspace blog. soon those entries will come here. just have to find time to transfer them ( Read more... )

ok so yeah. it's been a week...and A LOT has changed.

he lied. well actually that's not new...but now he knows that i know that he's been lying to me SINCE the beginning. and i could care less about him. he says he's "engaged" to her. well good luck with that.

y'all are gonna have some ugly ass babies who will one day be WHORES like their ( Read more... )

...it goes bad.

i think i totally fucked up a relationship just now. all because of my stupid big mouth and my jumping-to-conclusions problem. fuckkk.

hopefully it'll all turn out to be okay.

now back to writing my papers and having conversations at the same time. night.

well he's told me that he and his girlfriend are over for good and that he only wants me...so hopefully it'll last ( Read more... )