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Something curious_mold said made me remeber this:

hopita Sep 30, 2009 14:38

( I did this once before and I'm doing it again: )

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Mortified.

hopita May 23, 2009 02:31

Has anyone else on my friends list seen or read Mortified?

I'm reading it now. My two main reactions appear to be 1.) The realization that maybe I wasn't as big of a spaz as I thought I was when I was a tween/teen, and 2.) A growing urge to start posting retro journal entries here ( Read more... )

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Excitement.

hopita Dec 14, 2008 23:33

So some of you know, but probably most of you don't ... aaronbenedict and I will be seeing each other, for the first time in 26 years, this coming Tuesday ( Read more... )

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Ganked from scarybaldguy

hopita Jan 14, 2008 10:33

Why don't I remember who half of these people are?

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Building communities

hopita Mar 16, 2005 09:58

Last night I read the next journal. While journal #1 was pretty much 1995 (or 1994 - 1995), journal #2 covers 1995 - 1999, a four year time span with huge gaps missing. It's an unpleasant read. It starts on an up note -- Daryk and I were still together, in love, happy -- and then goes through a monumental pile of crap -- the breakup, my ( Read more... )

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hopita Mar 15, 2005 19:10

The post I made about Daryk the other day got me thinking about that time in my life, so last night, I sat up until 2:30 in the morning reading my journal from then. I started with the entry from the day we met, and read clean through til the end of the notebook. Tonight I might pick up the next notebook, although I'm somewhat hesitant ... The ( Read more... )

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March 12, 1995

hopita Mar 13, 2005 12:18

I want to talk about the day I met Daryk.

It was March 12, 1995. Exactly ten years and one day ago.

It was the first warm weekend day of the season, and everybody was out taking advantage of it. I walked up to Myopic Books and was browsing. That's when I noticed him. At first I just sort of noticed him in general -- the way he looked, what he ( Read more... )

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hopita Sep 12, 2004 13:22

Last night, falling asleep, I had a troubling realization.

I'm jealous of H.W.S.R.N.

OK, so maybe that's not news, but what is news is the why: because he fucking remembers his life ( Read more... )

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And the word of the day is "angst."

hopita Jun 08, 2004 13:39

For a once I'm actually going to copy down what I was writing in my actual paper journal and post it online.

I think it is safe to say that I'm sliding off of my trolley tracks. Nevertheless, here goes:

"...Why do the midsections of my journals always seem to be filled with angst? Why do I usually feel like I'm relegated to the periphery of ( Read more... )

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Stream of Consciousness

hopita Nov 29, 2003 20:30

Mitch is playing Tom Waits. Tate's washing dishes. My Aunt Gayle loves the floor here. So do I. How did I get myself into such a situation where I have so few options? Part of it was the work scene ... Texas Justice was a really solitary gig ... research, really ... and didn't give me an opportunity to meet more people ... especially people with ( Read more... )

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