Haven't been on LJ in quite sometime. Just posting a shitty update. I have been doing really fucking good lately. Aside from the endless court bullshit I have to deal with. I am in a really good place right. Been hanging with good people. Getting rid of the bad ones. Applied for my pin for financial aid today for school. I am a bartender now too. ( Read more... )

I just got off work...it's 4:30 in the a.m. Have shit to do really early...suck it up...yesterday sucked...got a little smack of reality and realized that in order for u to be needed by people, it doesnt have to be in numbers...just the fact that u care about even one or two people that is what matters...Sonya lost control...She called me today...I ( Read more... )

Had alot of fun...Hung out with some cool new people...Got my shit back from Danielle...and I saw Troy's old friend Matt too...He was always such a nice guy ( Read more... )

I started my new job the other day...Nataional Coney Island Motha Fuckas! I'll be cashing out all you drunk asses. Working the graveyard shift. Which is probably gonna suck at first. But whateva...Made my appointment to talk to the counselor at O.C.C. on Monday...This is gonna be exciting. I have decided that I wanna go to school to be a high ( Read more... )

ThinkI'm gonna take a break on the drinking binge for awhile...All things are fun while they last as long as u don't overdo them...I always end up waking up the next do doing a quick review about things I said and did...And smacking myself in the forehead laughing in embarassment ( Read more... )

everything has been so insane lately...meeting new people i like...some that i dont...got clementine to my moms...so the move is final ( Read more... )

justin hesse died. blaine commited suicide. sarah campbell tried to. what a fucking week ( Read more... )

had kristin's bday party tonight. alot more people showed up than i thought. had a good time. miss chris. and i am drunk. miss sarah.

Moving back to my mom's. Chris and I are having problems. But we are working it out. Slowing things down and trying to become friends again. Though we are both completely commited to one another. everything will be ok. Sarah was totally there for me as always. if i was ever to love a woman she would be my soul mate. so. yeah... a change, but ( Read more... )

always everything will level out. that is why i am here. not possible to live and live in chaos. existence would no longer be. without balance ( Read more... )