Can't sleep...

[hlfbroken]

I just got off work...it's 4:30 in the a.m. Have shit to do really early...suck it up...yesterday sucked...got a little smack of reality and realized that in order for u to be needed by people, it doesnt have to be in numbers...just the fact that u care about even one or two people that is what matters...Sonya lost control...She called me today...I think I am gonna call her back let her clean up, and give her a boost to the right path...I was saying lately I wish there was some way i could help her...and when i saw she called me today i know that this is my oppurtunity...so take it or leave it...I had a really good day today though...ran some errands, watched blue velvet...
I can't wait until the day come when i can actually write again...real stuff...from the heart...its coming..just gotta find the words...