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Hide in this hole around my heart

Sep 30, 2005 11:19

"I'm sorry, kid." I muttered as I glanced down at Connor's still form layin' on the ground. Hadn't meant to wail on him so hard but I'd just kinda....I dunno....lost it I guess. Wasn't sure if that was a good thing or a bad thing. I mean, he'd been tryin' to prove something to me, right? Prove that I was still just as badass as I'd always been, ( Read more... )

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alyx_d October 7 2005, 23:06:39 UTC

I hardly had time to properly gloat over the fact I had Angel by the balls when my doors came crashing open, a disheveled brunette slamming them closed behind her. I sat still, quietly observing her with a casual smirk on my face as she fidgeted nervously before taking a seat in the chair at the front of my desk. A great deal of time passed in silence as I thought about all the things I could do to her for convincing Britney to let her out of the cage. My mind then wandered into all of the things I am going to do to Britney for letting her out. Of course there always was this Justin person and apparently Angel's son, since I could smell him all over Faith. Connor ( ... )

notamistake October 7 2005, 23:23:04 UTC

I sat stalk still in the chair, my eyes following her carefully as she stood up to make herself a drink. Why was she so fucking calm? I was expectin' my ass to be kicked all the way into next week by now. If I could die I was pretty sure I'd get electrocuted to death before the end of the night. But nothing from her but a calm smirk and a calm glint behind her eyes. Almost like she fucking knew I'd be back and that was the only reason she hadn't come after me. She knew what I'd do before I even knew what I'd do. That was more than just a little disconcerting ( ... )

alyx_d October 7 2005, 23:40:13 UTC

I listened to her with just as much calmness and curiosity as a fat cat laying in the sun after drinking too much cream. She really was pretty when she was trying to save her ass, but she was lying. I didn't like lying and especially when it is as half ass as she is giving me, she could at least lie and make it good. Interesting. Entertaining. She sat there just staring at my desk before I stood up and turned her chair around toward the large screen on the wall, clicking a remote fuzzy images flickered onto the screen before focusing. I leaned against the arm of her chair and watched intently as the scene played out.

"Yes. There's a key on top of her dresser. Right next to that mirror. See it." Justin's eyes playing on the dresser and my girl trying to explain we don't let Mommy's pretty things out of cages. "Alyx is gonna let me out of here eventually. You and I? We both know that. So I tell ya what. Let me out now, and I promise not to stake you later.""Don't know why she did it? You did quite a good job trying to convince the two ( ... )

notamistake October 7 2005, 23:50:07 UTC

I cringed watchin' the whole scene play out in front of me. Leave it to bitch of the year to have that shit videotaped. Course she had cameras up all over the place. Why wouldn't she want to spy on everyone? Fucking pervert. Settin' my jaw into a hard line I sat back in the chair and looked at her impassively cause she was doin' her best to give me the same look. She seemed so diseffected and that was kinda creepy considering she was always the first one to fly off the handle. You'd think that someone with as much power as she had would be a little more laidback. Almost wound as tight as B was just in a different way ( ... )

alyx_d October 8 2005, 00:08:53 UTC

I smiled slightly when she said she didn't belong out there anymore because I knew that feeling. I hadn't belonged out there for longer than her few days and she was already whining about it. She had a lot to learn and it was going to be a long, hard, cruel lesson. If she kept up her behavior she'd be teaching herself most of the time and all I had to do was sit back and watch the show. I glanced briefly at her with her arms protectively wrapped around herself as she stared blankly out into the world ( ... )

notamistake October 8 2005, 00:21:54 UTC

I bit down on my tongue hard when Alyx started fuckin' around with her little secretary. What surprised me about the fact that Alyx would treat her staff just as shitty as she treated everyone else? It didn't and so I just watched as she worked out her little aggression on her fucking secretary. I wasn't surprised that when I eased up on my tongue there was no blood ( ... )

alyx_d October 8 2005, 00:41:11 UTC

Part of me was greatly pleased that Faith was being so compliant but there was that part of me that longed for the warrior in her to lash out and strike me. I understood her submission though I mean after all we are talking about dealing with me, Queen Evil. I smiled so wide I thought my face would crack from pleasure when she said she would do whatever I wanted. She was done fighting me. I hope she didn't think I'd forgotten about that whole Buffy thing, oh no I forget nothing and especially not something that fucking important. I stood there watching her when her dark eyes moved up to mine wondering why I hadn't thrown her for a loop ( ... )

notamistake October 8 2005, 01:02:39 UTC

I glanced to the side when she brought up the whole Buffy thing. She just couldn't let that shit fucking lie could she? She had to dig into all the most painful wounds right off that bat like that was something I was gonna respond to. Not that it mattered. B'd probably moved on by now and as much as I didn't wanna see her or talk to her or have Alyx fuck around with her I just....I didn't really care anymore. She never came for me when I needed her to, why should I protect her now? Mostly I just wanted to protect myself cause I knew talkin' to B was gonna throw me for a loop that I didn't wanna go on ( ... )

alyx_d October 8 2005, 01:14:42 UTC

I smiled at her as she light her cigarette up and tried to play it up like she was the big girl. So sweet really. I didn't fail to notice how she flitted her eyes down and away from me after making such a bold comment. That just wouldn't do, not at all. She'd have to realize if she was going to make such bold statements she had to have the balls to back them up, not look down at the floor like it was the best thing she's ever seen. I stood up and casually walked over to her before letting my fingers grip along her jaw and jerk her eyes up to mine.

"Actually I was thinking of beating the shit out of her until you've told her how much you have always hated her. How she's always made you feel. Watch you break her down verbally after I've kicked her ass, sound like fun cupcake?" I gripped harder and shoved her back in her chair spilling her and her weak little self onto the floor where she belonged. At my feet ( ... )

notamistake October 8 2005, 04:04:36 UTC

Of course she assumed I was bein' wicked sarcastic and that's why she had her little panties in a wad. Either that or she was just pissed that I wasn't fightin' back. What the hell did she want? At some point it was gonna go too far and she was gonna end up sendin' me straight back to the hell I crawled out of ( ... )

alyx_d October 10 2005, 01:22:02 UTC

I wasn't surprised when she flung Jessica at the doors, my dumb little secretary had just gotten very lucky. Faith was going to have to learn that in my world when I suggested punishment it didn't involve letting them go, it involved pain and consequences. I came at her and smirked as I wiped the trail of blood from the corner of my mouth after she'd hit me. I stood and listened to her before she brushed past me and poured herself a shot talking like she was suddenly the boss because she smacked me and let Jessica go. She had a long hard road in front of her but wasn't she a pretty tool?

"You're clever but you're not bright." I pointed out with a grin as she suggested that her getting everything and anything included her mortality. "You've got a lot to learn Faith, a whole hell of a lot to learn. I'm going to enjoy teaching you too every step of the way. You see you haven't figured out quite what you are yet. You're walking around but you lack one small thing, lifeI casually strolled over to her and stood in front of her, true she ( ... )

notamistake October 10 2005, 04:22:33 UTC

I watched her carefully as she started playin' games with me again. Was this ever gonna get me anywhere? I was startin' to realize that it didn't matter if I played nice or if I played rough the outcome was always gonna be the same. She just wanted to fuck my little world up and she'd done a good job of that from the minute I got back from hell. Actually. From the minute I walked into hell. I'd come to Wolfram and Hart to help Soul Boy out. B and I weren't plannin' on bein' in L.A. for more than a couple of weeks and here we were, months later. If we'd left when we were supposed to maybe I wouldn't be dead ( ... )

alyx_d November 15 2005, 02:04:21 UTC

I smirked down at her as she spat out her useless little words while her pretty little body was kneeling in front of me. Couldn't move. Couldn't fight back. She was lucky all I was doing was pinning her to her knees in front of me, I should be holding her skin in my hands right about now. Watching her bloody twitching corpse fall to the floor as she slowly went into shock before succumbing to heart failure. Instead here I was petting the pretty baby and smiling at her ( ... )

notamistake November 16 2005, 06:01:07 UTC

I turned my face towards the floor when she started goin' on about all the shit she did. Carried my dead body from that bathtub? So that was....right. I already knew that. How he'd left me for B to find in our own fucking apartment. I didn't wanna think about that. Yeah, the Senior Partners begging for my life thing kinda threw me for a loop but I never knew when Alyx was bein' straight up and when she was just playin' me. It wasn't until she mentioned playing God in my hell that I lifted up my chin and met her eyes. God ( ... )

alyx_d November 28 2005, 01:49:39 UTC

I smiled and set the folder down and watched her walk to the windows and stare out, maybe longing for what was. Maybe wishing she'd stayed in Rome like a good little girl, maybe a lot of things but I didn't care. I never did. Only thing I did care about was the fact she was my fucking pawn and she was going to do whatever it was I wanted her to do or else. I stood up and walked over toward her as she asked me what I wanted her to do.

"I have a plethora of things I want you to do Faith, but since you've been such a good little bitch I'm going to be nice." I turned her around to face me and smiled slightly at her, not a nice smile but one of wickedness and promises of future dealings. I dangled a set of keys in front of her. "These keys are for you. One goes to a Mustang down in the garage, it's yours. One goes to my front door, it's yours. The other goes to the cage I've moved in the basement, if you ever should decide to be uncooperative? Well then you can lock yourself up before I have to, makes things way easier on you ( ... )

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