I fake a smile
at your perfect teeth.
Living Lifeless.

Lately, I've been struggling with my self esteem. Only..the more I think about it, the more I'm starting to think I always struggled with it. Life is hard like that...there's really no way to tell if something is real or an illusion. I always wondered if anorexic people actually saw skin and bones and thought it was 'fat' or if their eyes showed ( Read more... )

I have spent the last two years dedicating myself to companies who would rather abuse their hard workers than reward them for their efforts and work ethic ( Read more... )

i often wonder how people ever got to where they are; the drivers on the road that can't seem to grasp the concept of merging; the managers at grocery stores that go into an insane panic at the question of 'is this on sale?'. clearly, you are not capable ( Read more... )

I think I've lost the love of my life ( Read more... )

i've always had only one long term goal which i held at greatest importance, Highest Priority. I always only wished to seek true happiness: to be happy with who i was and what i had become ( Read more... )

there are soo many things i reflect on and i wish that i had acted differently. surprisingly, they arent the things most people would think ( Read more... )

I called in sick to work today. For some reason I was puking last night but there was really no need. I must have had a bug or something...I feel better now...sorta ( Read more... )

first off, i took the subject line from a song title by a band i grew up with in highschool. it is a very good song. too bad they never made it anywhere ( Read more... )

PS. he is real.