nine lives.
I think I've lost the love of my life.
It's my own fault but it wasn't intended at all. nothing was preplanned. There was no hurtful intention behind it, and yet, it doesn't seem to matter.
It was the wrong thing, to the wrong person. It didn't even come out the way it was supposed to be. He took it wrong or I said it wrong. Maybe a bit of both. Perhaps I just didn't realize how dangerous a territory I was entering. Maybe it didn't seem like a big deal to me...but it did to him. And now hes gone.
All I can do is cry. It hurts so much because I didn't mean it. I love him to death. He is the best thing that has EVER happened to me. And these last few days have just seemed like a dream. I wish I could just wake up out of the haze and sadness...go back a few days to the happiness and the love; to when my life felt full and complete.
I miss him so much. I just hope he can forgive me. but I've had so many chances already. I don't know that I deserve any more.
a cat only has nine lives.
It's my own fault but it wasn't intended at all. nothing was preplanned. There was no hurtful intention behind it, and yet, it doesn't seem to matter.
It was the wrong thing, to the wrong person. It didn't even come out the way it was supposed to be. He took it wrong or I said it wrong. Maybe a bit of both. Perhaps I just didn't realize how dangerous a territory I was entering. Maybe it didn't seem like a big deal to me...but it did to him. And now hes gone.
All I can do is cry. It hurts so much because I didn't mean it. I love him to death. He is the best thing that has EVER happened to me. And these last few days have just seemed like a dream. I wish I could just wake up out of the haze and sadness...go back a few days to the happiness and the love; to when my life felt full and complete.
I miss him so much. I just hope he can forgive me. but I've had so many chances already. I don't know that I deserve any more.
a cat only has nine lives.