So, this is the dealine I set for myself. I thought five years would be more than long enough, but I'm starting to think I'm going to be stuck with him in my head for the rest of my life.

I'm not sure that'd be such a bad thing, really.

I mean, I'm pretty much okay now. I don't think about him every day, like I used too. Every single thing doesn't ( Read more... )

So, my brother's first 'love' got hit by a car and killed. (I use quotation marks because she was emotionally and physically abusive and I threatened to shoot her the next time I saw her.) I understand why this would be upsetting James...but, I'm really not all that bothered by it. The damned bitch took my niece from me. Brianna's better off with ( Read more... )

Four years. I think I'm getting better at handling this.

Nephew numero dos!

He is adorable! But, of course he is, he's probably got some of my genes in there somewhere. ^_~

Unlike his brother, who woke us up before dawn, this one didn't decide to become active until like 8 o'clock at night. ...And then made us wait until ten the next morning to finally grace us with his presence.
I have a feeling this one's ( Read more... )

Okay, Mike's three year anniversary.

I didn't sleep last night, but I wasn't up crying into my pillow or anything, so...not that bad. I went to my morning chemistry class. Went to work at the lab I'm interning at. I went to chemistry lab in the afternoon.

I didn't break down. I laughed at a joke. I got into a discussion with my classmates about the ( Read more... )

My sister-in-law started having contractions yesterday morning. James called me at about 5:30 this morning to tell me she was 10 minutes apart. So what do I do? I drag my mother out of bed and force her to drive me down there. ^_^

Everything went smoothly...if a bit nasty... The momma-to-be was great (after she got the drugs, that is). She only ( Read more... )

Got my latest tat just a week ago (31 May). It's a Dog collar around my right ankle, tan/black leather looking with four studs, chains linking down to a tag on my foot with Ki's (my dog) name on it. Yes, I got my dog's name tattooed on my body. I also have my niece's name, and in my eyes, there's no difference between the two.
Anyway, it's wicked ( Read more... )

Ki (my dog) left a head on my bed. A snake head, to be exact. The rest of the body was suspiciously missing... >.>
I've come to the conclusion that Ki has an identity issue. She thinks she's a cat (brings me 'presents' and plays with her prey). She thinks she's a rabbit (hops while she runs and has a strange fondness for carrots). She thinks she's a ( Read more... )

My friend's brother died at noon today. She called me crying her eyes out at 1:30... I answer all happy and shit, listening to carols while I'm cooking with my mom in the kitchen. First thing out of my mouth: "Happy Turkey Day Sissy!" First thing out of her mouth is a sob... >.> Christ, I almost dropped the pumpkin pie! I can't believe he's dead.
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Ki (my dog) woke me up at 4am by sneezing on me... I gave her a little orange juice (no really, I did) and told her if I start barking because of her doggy germs, I'm so taking away her toys.

Since I was awake anyway, I decided to do my science essay that was due today (I'm a total procrastinator). Had to re-do it twice though, because my computer ( Read more... )