I feel like I owe you guys an entry since it's been nearly 2 months since the last crappy attempt at anything worth reading here. However, since I'm so boring IRL and there's been nothing on-topic weighing on my mind lately, I'll just go back to that convenient bullet list I put up here 2 months ago and expand on one of those points. Good idea, ( Read more... )

A girl proposed to me tonight. Her parents were there. My parents were there. She seemed a little hesitant when she popped the question in her cute little voice ( Read more... )

So, August. My old friend, my old enemy...mostly enemy. Ever since August of 2000, this month has been fucked up for me save the last few years. In August 2000 my heart was broken and then healed, only to be broken again in August of 2001. Admittedly the details of why August '02 and '03 sucked have faded from my mind, but it was in '02 that ( Read more... )

I was poking around Wikipedia the other day when I stumbled upon the article named "love-shyness." I read it and I ended up seeing a lot of myself in the kind of person that it described. Of course it's not a perfect fit, but I found that I matched it more than I differed with it ( Read more... )

Here we go...

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Well it's nice to see that almost everything is back in working order here on FOD. It pisses me off that I can't read all notes, but it is nice being able to delete entries again...not that I have much use for that function really ( Read more... )

Oh my, I am amused.
Hmm maybe you horny tension would be satisfied if you stopped obssessing over sex so much. Girls would start to see the guy inside not the pervert on the outside. If not then there's always porn and diaries like Hornylilgirl to satisfied yourself with. THat what those lil girls are looking for anyway. But remember they're are ( Read more... )

Hi. I'm depressed, lonely, and of course, horny.

Depressed
I've been in a real funk lately. I'm just not feeling satisfied with my life at the moment, and I've been having those kinds of thoughts that just send me into little self-loathing spirals. I know I'd never actually kill myself since I know that I really do have reasons to stick around ( Read more... )

Finally I'm all done reposting all my old entries. I hope I never have to do that again ( Read more... )

I repost this entry here with some reservation, since it was because of this entry that the URL to this OD was posted to T's notes page by somebody I felt I could trust to know both sides of me. As it is now, T and I are no longer together, so if somehow that person that betrayed me happens to come across this entry now and feel the same need to ( Read more... )