i can remember his smell now.

in alabama. trying to get away. but everythings following me. i miss him. i want him.

it hasn't gotten better ( Read more... )

so once again i find myself coming back to LJ ( Read more... )

i'm back to where i started
and now where do i go
i have nothing to lose anymore
its all gone already

it'll get better
it always does

i haven't put anything in here in almost 6 months, and i always find myself coming back to trusty old LJ when i'm at my lowest lows. and reading all my old entries just made me even more upset ( Read more... )

sooo last night me and AJ went shopping and then had dinner, i got home around 9:30 and called PJ to come and pick me up. he said we were going ride 4-wheelers but me being me thought he was joking so i stayed in my nice cloths i went shopping in. well way to go me because there i was on a friggen 4-wheeler in 4 inch heels! ahaha ( Read more... )

this lifestyle is so addicting

how do i make myself stop loving the way i live and the people who live it with me?

its like i don't even know what going on through my own head anymore ( Read more... )

the thing is i'm not the same ( Read more... )

last night i got off the fone really late ( Read more... )