[school 2013] you are the same
Title: you are the same
Rating: PG-13
Word count: ~4500
Spoilers: Through episode 13.
Warning: If you've seen the drama, you should know what to expect. But to be safe, explicit references to physical/emotional child abuse, bullying, and not-so-subtle references to sex.
Summary: There are middles of beginnings and endings to middles. And sometimes ( Read more... )
Rating: PG-13
Word count: ~4500
Spoilers: Through episode 13.
Warning: If you've seen the drama, you should know what to expect. But to be safe, explicit references to physical/emotional child abuse, bullying, and not-so-subtle references to sex.
Summary: There are middles of beginnings and endings to middles. And sometimes ( Read more... )
It's so hard to push them together in fic. namsoon's just like: senpai please! and heungsoo's like: are you hurt are you bleeding? then idk what to do for you. lol the best I ever end up with is a one and a half-sided relationship ( ... )
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okay so after the Big Gay confession of you should have been there with the tears and the corniness i was all aboard team heungsoon? and then. and then we got more of who heungsoo was as a person, and hakyung had it right: he's a teddy bear covered in prickles. he puffs himself up because he wants to seem big, but he's really just a good person who has been kicked around so often that he ends up walking and talking like one of the bad guys. we saw heungsoo as the guy who goes after lost sheep. and we see that for him, namsoon was a lost sheep. and yes, namsoon became his closest friend, but had it not been namsoon...it might have been someone else.
for namsoon, there was never ever anymore but heungsoo.
idk yr comment said it so perfectly i am rolling:
In all the flashbacks there's always such longing with Namsoon, which is never particularly reflected back from Heungsoo. Namsoon wasn't everything to him, the he was everything to ( ... )
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Pray, carry on.
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Part of my thing with sis is, you know how older sisters just know things. Like whatever heungsoo might have missed about the way namsoon felt about him there's no way she would have. So I just imagine that's where some of the betrayal came from in ep...5/6 idek everything's a blur! Like she would have liked and trusted him otherwise a) they'd have made an effort to keep him out of their home and b) That was a large part of the draw of Heungsoo to namsoon, he came with a welcoming home and family, in heungsoo he could carve out somewhere he belonged. (Have you noticed how much like a baby duckling he is, latching onto anything that shows him enough affectionJung, Youngwoo, kindaKangjoo? I'm betting there just weren't as many people doing that in Busan.) So when she said "You were so close, how could you?" I can here that as is this what your love amounts to? I thought I could trust you to look after and out for my baby brother ( ... )
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s t o p now i want to drabble out a scene where she takes him out for coffee (namsoon i mean0 and she knows and he knows and heungsoo is at home and she says, "you fucking lost your chance with him" and namsoon spreads his hands out on the table and they're clean, no cuts and bruises, and she says
"i was ok with the gang. i was ok with the fighting. i was ok with soccer. i was ok with losing him. because he had you. and even if i couldn't have him, i thought at least," and she sniffs angrily and namsoon pretends not to see that she's crying, "at least he could be happy."
"i'm sorry, noona," namsoon whispers.
"it's too late for that."
"i know."
"he might forgive you. but you're not forgiven. you will never, ever be forgiven, go namsoon. you destroyed him and you destroyed usand namsoon looks at the girl who might have been his sister in another lifetime and smiles sadly, leaning voer the table to brush tears away from her eyes ( ... )
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els you have really become one of my favourite people in fandom. and I'm not even in the exo fandom by far. GAH.
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namsoons faces are all so different, there's a good chance she thought they were so scraped up cos kids kept picking fights with them and namsoon was just a good enough friend not to run off at the first sign of trouble. This was the boy who slept with Heungsoo at the ICU ward with heungsoo, went to all his football games. They'd been friends since primary school, he couldn't possibly be going round getting her little brother into trouble. 'how could he ( ... )
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But when she is called in to Heung Soo's school to talk about another misbehavior, and Nam Soon is again sitting right next to her precious brother, all nonchalant smile and "noona~!". She feels angry. And just wants to tuck her brother away.
baw, i choose to believe whenever stuff like that happened she's just be like. Heungsoo, you can't be like this forever, you know that right? and hope that for all their 'boys will be boys' bluster, that heungsoo will get that message and hammer it into namsoon, cos he's her little brother too.
Or maybe she'd be like injae. take one look at their twin looks of guilt and buy them ramyun. I have pre-story arc feels. It was a much happier
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