It's spring. Things are overwhelming ( Read more... )

I walked my fields for the first time last weekend ( Read more... )

I'm alive. I can't even tell you. Here I am. I'm finally shedding my winter skin. I'm becoming human, I'm alive, there's a beating flashing core to my soul, the world pulls me into it, I can love things, I can want things, I'm alive. I'm remembering how to feel the kind of joy that I swear is visible in an aura around me, pouring out of my skin. I' ( Read more... )

I'm getting stronger at being myself ( Read more... )

I've been doing a crazy amount of learning lately, and I've been surging forward full speed on a bunch of decisions. Let's see if I can get some of it down.

Sunshine + exercise + food == happy Greenie. This is no news to me or anyone. However, I'd been depending on work for the exercise and sunlight, and work right now is a source of stress and ( Read more... )

I can tell I'm back to my own life in part because nothing goddamn stays the same for any length of time. And you know what? I'm good with that. I wear it much better than I wore the socially-expected stasis that was supposed to be easier on me, that is for sure ( Read more... )

Tonight Andrew gets home, so I'll be living in my home again, full-time, hereafter ( Read more... )

I'm not sure when I was here last. I know it's been awhile. I haven't had time home alone in awhile, and that's when I write. I haven't had much time at home and awake in quite some time, truthfully ( Read more... )

Another Poem About The HeartWhen the floor drops out, as it has now ( Read more... )

So I'm leaving for Spring Mysteries in a few minutes. I'm proud of the fact that I'm happy and still alive in the incredibly intense lead-up to this. I've taken one day off in the last dozen, otherwise it's all school and work. I slept 3 1/2 hours last night (about 5 each the two nights before that) and woke up next to my lover to work on my take- ( Read more... )