"If it was not 'love' that we experienced for the all-too-brief time that we were together, what was it then?"

(ooc: This references an AU rp with bendigo_nicole for muse_erotica and is not related to Grady's current canon, at all.)I am not the biggest believer in the concept of love as it is portrayed by the poetics and the dramatists. Their ideas are far more fluffy ( Read more... )

(ooc: Takes place the evening of 01/04/08)

“Oh, but my dear, you really should be careful about whom you're seen associating with, or your own reputation will suffer.”At the sounds in his kitchen, he was suddenly very awake. He let his gun precede him out of the bedroom, instinct taking over as he blinked sleep and intoxication from his eyes. The ( Read more... )

No matter where you go
I will find you - ClannadHe was sitting on the beach. When he wanted to think, that was where he went. The sun was sinking into the ocean and he knew he would be able to take his sunglasses off in a few moments. His eyes locked on the large orange ball as the water swallowed it up. He could not help but think that watching ( Read more... )

You have me to hold me
a token for all to see
captured to be yours alone - TimeI have moments when I feel like my whole life has been building to a single point. I feel as though have been groomed, moulded to a certain task. And I find myself wondering what that task is, wondering if I have completed it ( Read more... )

I have discovered, recently, that I sleep like crap when I'm not with her. It doesn't matter that she doesn't sleep. It only matters that she lays with me, her arms around me. I tell myself that I need it so I can feel like I am making her safe. The reality of the situation is that I need her to keep me safe. She keeps the dreams away, she helps me ( Read more... )

I have only two real addictions and people like to laugh at them. I am addicted to sex. Specifically, I am addicted to anonymous sex. There are a lot of things to be said for being able to fall into the arms of a woman who knows nothing about you. She has no expectations, knows nothing of your past. She is a place to hide, to get away from the ( Read more... )

My rifle is human, even as I, because it is my life. Thus, I will learn it as a brother. I will learn its weaknesses, its strength, its parts, its accessories, its sights and its barrel. I will ever guard it against the ravages of weather and damage as I will ever guard my legs, my arms, my eyes and my heart against damage. I will keep my rifle ( Read more... )

Grady jerked awake at the sound. Kat was resting against him, her eyes closed as most of her was off working, and did not move. He laid still, listening to see if the sound would come again. A few moments later it did. A slightly muffled banging that sounded like it was coming from outside the house forced him from the bed ( Read more... )

NighttimeI have spent a lot of time in the wild, in the night. Especially in South America. Everything is clearer there. Less population, less people, more untouched space. Well, seemingly untouched space. Now the jungles hide coca farms and terrorist training camps. Man is taking over everything ( Read more... )

Do you ever foresee yourself doing away with your character? What would make you do such a thing?I have, since he came to me, considered killing Grady five or six times. He's a cold, mostly heartless bastard who destroys nearly everything he touches. It only seems right that there would come a time when he would destroy himself. Those days that I ( Read more... )