7.1 - What are your addictions?
I have only two real addictions and people like to laugh at them. I am addicted to sex. Specifically, I am addicted to anonymous sex. There are a lot of things to be said for being able to fall into the arms of a woman who knows nothing about you. She has no expectations, knows nothing of your past. She is a place to hide, to get away from the world, and live in the moment. Anonymous sex is about getting lost in the feelings. And that is addictive.
But, more importantly, I am addicted to Death. I deal death and I am in love with Death. Confused? I'm sorry. I am engaged to marry the incarnation of Death. She is a wonderful woman for putting up with my shit. We have tried to be apart and we just can't. When she is not near, when I can't feel her, I fall apart. I will never admit to that in public, but it is true. She's seen it happen. She understands.
She is the only one who ever really has. And I gave up my other addiction for her. She means that much to me. I would die for her. I would kill for her. I have. I would again.
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But, more importantly, I am addicted to Death. I deal death and I am in love with Death. Confused? I'm sorry. I am engaged to marry the incarnation of Death. She is a wonderful woman for putting up with my shit. We have tried to be apart and we just can't. When she is not near, when I can't feel her, I fall apart. I will never admit to that in public, but it is true. She's seen it happen. She understands.
She is the only one who ever really has. And I gave up my other addiction for her. She means that much to me. I would die for her. I would kill for her. I have. I would again.
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