i'm up. it's nearly 1 am, and i'm in the baby's room, reclining in the lazy boy ( Read more... )

We’ve rested on the name Hendrix for my lil’ guy for now. It’s taken forever to come to a name that I liked for more than roughly 3 hours, but I feel really good about it. It’s very possible that I will change my name after meeting baby, it’s very possible that I will not. Mostly, we love the name Henry, and we always have. But, I wanted a longer ( Read more... )

  yesterday, i fainted again at school (when i was WALKING DOWN THE HALLWAY)... the school nurse came, freaked out and the principal demanded that i go home. i'm really glad so many people pushed me to go home, because i think sometimes i really need for people to look at me and help me realize how sick i am. idk about you guys, but the years of ( Read more... )

 i bought two pairs of sweatpants at target yesterday. i can't tell you how ridiculously happy i was checking out, imagining my up and coming comfort. let me tell you, AMAZING.

here is a pic of my belly. no, i am not suddenly VERY PREGNANT. i am just a little plump around the mid-section. but, the bulge isn't going anywhere and you have to start ( Read more... )

when i wake up, i usually feel like the world is spinning. from the edge of my bed, i eat two crackers, drink some more water. next, i go into the bathroom and start to cry a little bit, not bawl my eyes out cry, just whiney cry. i shower, slowly. i get dressed, slowly. i go into the kitchen and eat, slowly. then, i drive to school, slowly ( Read more... )