I'm not entirely sure what's wrong with me lately.  I'm absolutely miserable 99% of the time alternating between exhausted and moderately okay the other one percent ( Read more... )

I think that I"m back to my regular self.  After last night's epic depression and near suicidal flocked note, I got off of the computer, talked to my mom for about an hour just about random things and could see my mood for what it was.  And hated it.  I hated just how frantic I was, and how upset and just how everything I was.  I had my two hour ( Read more... )

It's tomorrow.  TOMORROW.  I might be freaking out just a little.  And while that may or may not be happening, I realize that I'm overreacting and probably freaking out for nothing.  I've been going through stages.  I'm fine, then I'm not.  Then I am.  Then I'm not ( Read more... )