...i've got better things to do than survive...

[goddess_julie]

I'm not entirely sure what's wrong with me lately.  I'm absolutely miserable 99% of the time alternating between exhausted and moderately okay the other one percent.

Nothing makes me happy, nothing is sitting properly with me.  I don't want to do anything, or talk to anyone or see anybody.  I just feel so hopeless and helpless.  And I know it's not because I'm not taking my medication because I have been.

I just know I hate it.

A lot.