I went to the bank today. I had a check to deposit, wanted to make a withdrawal, and have occasionally been unable to use my automatic teller card because its strip is scratched. I had decided just to ask for cash from the check to cut down on time and effort by the clerk. But she told me, from far above her nose, that since the check was written ( Read more... )

Yesterday my step-son's wife and daughter came to visit. They invited Y to stay the night with them. He and Ni get along much better since Ni doesn't live close anymore. They have great fun together ( Read more... )

TA DA! Let it be noted that today was the big day. I am still alive. It wasn't so horrible at all. As usual I am dehydrated. What do they do to bus and air terminals to make them so drying? Also I cried of course, as usual when asked about personal feelings. I am to be notified in the mail what the results of the interviews are. In the end ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't been to bed yet, but its past midnight--so: Today's the day. I finally called information to ask for the phone # and address of the hospital I'm supposed to go to. Apparently it is in R G. I called the bus company, but it doesn't have the information I needed electronically, and the real people had gone home. I called G. She ( Read more... )

Well, I think it really may turn out well, having A at his dad's. Today his behavior was exemplary. I expected all out war when he came home from school. He came here after school and said hello. He played nicely (!) outside with Y. He came in later to eat. He stayed at Ba's while Ya babysat there. When she came home, he went to his dad, who ( Read more... )

Darn, I missed the 27th by two minutes. Well, what it all comes down to, my dear, is this: I wish I were dead. That good old obsessive thought that loves to wallpaper my brain--IwishIweredeadIwishIweredeadIwishIweredeadIwishIweredead ( Read more... )