Its really getting to me.
On the nights he lies and treats me like im nothing
It fucking hurts.

But today I had good company. Which I really needed <3
Thank you Brock

Hes gone,for good.And I need people to help me find out how to be myself again. Someone whos Independent and strong.
I want to be my own person again. I hate him being a part of me

What am I suppose to do
Without my very best friend
you left me in shock and tied up in knots
Then it hits me again

HOW ABOUT THAT FOR FUCKING SONG LYRICS.
I think im going fuckig insane.

P.s im not that clever its a country song.

being with him without being with him makes me feel empty

ps.
I quit my fucking job.

I hate my fucking guts.

Ok. The most embarressing thing happend at work yesterday ( Read more... )

Hows everyones year going ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a long time.

so im updating now.

update: things suck.

+ crystal moved out ( Read more... )

I forgave him. because in all honesty I have no strength to leave. he makes me weak ( Read more... )

I cant remember the last time I fell asleep alone with him laying next to me ( Read more... )

MY TRASH CAN IS FULL OF NICE STUFF ( Read more... )