May 11, 2005 20:29
Hows everyones year going?
Mines...stressful....but when i have time off its wonderful. laying down has taken on a new meaning. and hopefully. if things work out ill have 2 part time jobs. one for the weekdays(jcpennys) and then sonic on the weekends.
i had enough fun last summer with adrian,mari and anthony. im just going to work this summer. get a nice car and yeah. save up so i can move out next year.
I miss everyone though. I dont talk to ANYONE anymore.
my friends hate me. I think
and marisela is getting married in a few months. and zandra is having a baby. everything is getting exciting. complicated. and stressful.
So. I dont know why but i feel really grounded today. I was driving around today, by myself just around because i was bored. and the wind just felt so GOOD. like im on something (im not)
Rudys been I guess 'drifting' away from me he cares more about himself than anyonelse. I tried to change that but I wasnt too succesful. I did teach him a lesson though going out a handful of dates.
I hated it though.
I hated it more than anything. I guess im just really not ready to be with anyone.
but anyways. Im suppose to go party this weekend. i want to start going out again. i go out like twice a month. thats horrid. not only that but im a workaholic now. CALL ME
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