pay day is the 15th and the 30th. today is the 15th fuckers
I forgave him. because in all honesty I have no strength to leave. he makes me weak.
But. he agreed to redo my room with my father so they have been painting my room a bright magenta color and laying down black tiles. Ill have to take a picture when they're all done. itll be a few days till i can move back into my room.
Crystal moved in saturday night.
Having no privacy whatsoever bugs the fuck out of me and i try to avoid her. I dont know why but i hate having her live with me. When marisela lived with me we had some fun and it wasnt so bad. But marisela got kicked out for nothing, because her family is all fucked. but crystal got kicked out because she will abosolutely WILL NOT stop seeing this 32 yr old fucking ugly ass guy who looks like hes 50 and he is using her and she likes it. her parents give her EVERYTHING. she has a fucking mercedes benz! and shes throwing it all away for some fucking fat old ass?? and I HAVE TO HOUSE HER. I mean i could kick her out. Im a huge bitch but that just a little to mean. so me and my parenst have developed this strategy. we make her pay 400 a month to live with us. hopefully shell get sick of it and go back home. We can only hope and pray. and UGH. we work at the same hours tonight.
Its cold and rainy. I wont get good tips. but maybe people will sympathize because i have to run out in the cold rain every 5 minutes to bring their fucking junk food out to them. lazy americans. you fuckers better tip me.
Today is pay day.
ive realized that my birth control made me gain 50000 pounds since last summer.
my spring break fucking blows. I just want to go to sxsw, see some music for free, punch a few people in the face, and shop around downtown. thats all. and please please dont rain out my sxsw. or i will cry.
*one thing im doing with my check is taking my 4 yr old sister to get her ears pierced. hopefully shell get addicted. i keep trying to talk her into letting take her to get 2 on each side. but she insist on one star on each ear. hah
But. he agreed to redo my room with my father so they have been painting my room a bright magenta color and laying down black tiles. Ill have to take a picture when they're all done. itll be a few days till i can move back into my room.
Crystal moved in saturday night.
Having no privacy whatsoever bugs the fuck out of me and i try to avoid her. I dont know why but i hate having her live with me. When marisela lived with me we had some fun and it wasnt so bad. But marisela got kicked out for nothing, because her family is all fucked. but crystal got kicked out because she will abosolutely WILL NOT stop seeing this 32 yr old fucking ugly ass guy who looks like hes 50 and he is using her and she likes it. her parents give her EVERYTHING. she has a fucking mercedes benz! and shes throwing it all away for some fucking fat old ass?? and I HAVE TO HOUSE HER. I mean i could kick her out. Im a huge bitch but that just a little to mean. so me and my parenst have developed this strategy. we make her pay 400 a month to live with us. hopefully shell get sick of it and go back home. We can only hope and pray. and UGH. we work at the same hours tonight.
Its cold and rainy. I wont get good tips. but maybe people will sympathize because i have to run out in the cold rain every 5 minutes to bring their fucking junk food out to them. lazy americans. you fuckers better tip me.
Today is pay day.
ive realized that my birth control made me gain 50000 pounds since last summer.
my spring break fucking blows. I just want to go to sxsw, see some music for free, punch a few people in the face, and shop around downtown. thats all. and please please dont rain out my sxsw. or i will cry.
*one thing im doing with my check is taking my 4 yr old sister to get her ears pierced. hopefully shell get addicted. i keep trying to talk her into letting take her to get 2 on each side. but she insist on one star on each ear. hah