It's been ages since I've last updated.

Loads have happened but there's that fine line...how much does one let on about oneself?

I've always been guarded. Or at least, I believe myself to be.

Almost six months into the job and I still enjoy doing it. It's been a steep learning curve, filled with many doubts and at times, every fourth step taken  ( Read more... )

Regret never ceases to make you wanna kick your own ass, I swear.

Looking back, a tide of regret sweeps through my being.

From the way I've conducted my relationships with people to how I had fared in school to various other decisions in my life. How if I could relive those moments, I would do so in a heartbeat. And changed the way I had handled ( Read more... )

And He sure does! God has been more than amazing in so many ways this week, so much so that I have a silly grin plastered to my face. And I've been beaming. I'm really a very very happy person. No. Make that joyful!

Some of you know I've been looking for a job for some time, in a particular industry that I've been passionate about.

Well, that has ( Read more... )

I'm down with my worst case of flu ever.

Try excruciating body ache that convulses with pain with every sneeze, cough or movement.

A nose that's leaking like water is going out of fashion. I finished an entire pack of tissue while waiting for my turn in the clinic. After I was done with consultation and given my medication, my nose started to drip ( Read more... )

Yes, indeed 2008 feels different. On so many fronts. And not to mention what an awesome start to the new year.

After feeling pretty crap for the past 1.5 weeks...things are looking up. My God is indeed my Provider, He looks into every single detail and I am awed yet again.

Here are the events that has and will set 2008 apart:

1) A magazine has ( Read more... )

That's basically how things feel like.

That's how 25 feels like. It wasn't all that I had conjured it up to be. Where is that career? That fat pay check? That high life?

Working from 9-6, eking out a living then going home to vegetate in front of the soapbox. Coming online back in the comfort of my home seems like a chore. There's so much that goes ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. Been tossing around in bed for the past three hours. I give up.

Before you think that this has something related to my previous (locked) post, you may be right. But there's something else that happened last night.

I got followed home. I was scared out of my wits...just thinking about it makes my heart pound. Met some friends for dinner ( Read more... )

...is getting the better of me.

I'm still up. Unable to fall asleep.

Staying up on the pretext of enjoying the cool night, smelling the storm as it comes, listening to raindrops fall and thunders roar.

Seriously, even the joy of a rain storm has been dulled recently.

I am still waiting. It is killing me. From mild hopes, I've sunk to despair. I want ( Read more... )

As the days pass and I look back, I can't help but notice how good God has been to me. All the little things. And even the big, massive ones. What has transpired in the past 3 days...all credit has to go to Him. From being chosen to the cabbie uncles I've met, to the best answers to the right words. It really is just everything and upon reflection ( Read more... )

Heh. I'm beginning to really like my titles! Quite cute hor? Maybe a bit too cutesy? But who cares? I might die! Might as well live life on my terms!

That said, I might have dengue fever. Showing most of the symptoms. Have to get to the doc's first thing later as I've got something important later. I hope it's not but there's a part of me that ( Read more... )