Hope
Timmy's really sick. His lungs are over twice the size they should be, and Dr. Brown suspects that he may have congestive heart failure as well.
I feel like this is my fault. We spent $395 for a checkup, x-ray and medication today, but I don't care. I don't want him to suffer like some of the other ones did. I just wish that I could talk to Brandon about this.
On the plus side, though, I've been talking to Claudia, and she signed me up for an anxiety group that starts in April, and a psychologist who does CBT, and is apparently one of the best in Ottawa. After I do this, I'm going to sign up for adult high school. So this is basically my last semester "off" before I return to school. I'm excited and terrified. I don't know what I am, exactly. I'm really hoping this goes well, though. I want to be able to come home and show my dad that I got a 94 on my first test, and tell Brandon that I've finally gone back to school. I want to make them proud of me. I want to give them the daughter and the girlfriend and the sister and the friend that they've been missing out on for the last four or five years.
I feel like this is my fault. We spent $395 for a checkup, x-ray and medication today, but I don't care. I don't want him to suffer like some of the other ones did. I just wish that I could talk to Brandon about this.
On the plus side, though, I've been talking to Claudia, and she signed me up for an anxiety group that starts in April, and a psychologist who does CBT, and is apparently one of the best in Ottawa. After I do this, I'm going to sign up for adult high school. So this is basically my last semester "off" before I return to school. I'm excited and terrified. I don't know what I am, exactly. I'm really hoping this goes well, though. I want to be able to come home and show my dad that I got a 94 on my first test, and tell Brandon that I've finally gone back to school. I want to make them proud of me. I want to give them the daughter and the girlfriend and the sister and the friend that they've been missing out on for the last four or five years.