Okay, so I honestly don't have that much homework...I think because a lot of the reading isn't mandatory. So, I spend a lot of my time partying/talking to people/going on adventures. My favorite part is going on adventures though. 
I've met so many people-Ishmail, Ethan, Marc, Dylan, Jesse, Albert, Julia, Christie, Danielle, Adrienne, Sam, Andrea, ( Read more... )

 purchase is the best school ever
i'm not sad anymore-no need to worry about these beesknees
it'sall good
i love this place
<3

 I have so much free time-it's not even funny.
I don't know anyone, people I talk to don't care...It's really not as good as the first day. All the people on my floor sit inside and watch TV. Everyone outside smokes ciggerettes and talk about music that I don't listen to. The people I have met aren't really interested in anything. I have the rest of ( Read more... )

 YOO hombres I'm still at home staring at my suitcases hoping that maybe they will pack themselves...but they're not. I'm not sure how I feel today, but yesterday I was so ready to talk to people and have new friends and be outgoing awesome amazing but today I don't really feel like that. Today I feel like no one will like me. I think it might be ( Read more... )

i couldn't smile
even if i wanted to
this is the worst night
ever.

how can you say goodbye? 
what am i suppose to do
for the rest of my life?

i am going to be so bored

if i could i'd let time stand still so i could at least
figure out somethings that have been bothering me for a while
like boys and college and life--
sometimes i wake up and i can feel the darkness and i get so
scared that i can't breathe my chest just gets too tight and i am
too weak to fight back-i hate that feeling
it's irregular but it still happens ( Read more... )

this weekend has been exhausting ( Read more... )

my dad
is screaming at me
because i don't have a final estimate 
for school next year

i won't have a final estimate until july
he doesn't seem to understand that

he's an idiot idiot idiot
i want to pay for my own college
i want nothing to do with these people
i want to run away run away
run awaaaaaay 

my throat is on fire ( Read more... )

i feel like life is going way to fast
i can't catch up

maybe it's better not knowing and dreaming that somewhere
out there
there's the one and he's waiting
they're all waiting

maybe i'm the one whose waiting
i'm not sure
it scares me to think too much

i am busy for the rest of my life
soon i'll wake up and i'll be
68 and dead.

shit.

fill yourself with quarters ( Read more... )