Sep 03, 2008 12:22
I have so much free time-it's not even funny.
I don't know anyone, people I talk to don't care...It's really not as good as the first day. All the people on my floor sit inside and watch TV. Everyone outside smokes ciggerettes and talk about music that I don't listen to. The people I have met aren't really interested in anything. I have the rest of the day to myself, I don't know what to do. I'm not anti social, I just can't find anyone who likes me. I miss home. I got stuck in the boy's suite last night with Max, who is a fucking creep and didn't take his hands off me. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I wish there was some kind of orientation where we could have met people.
Every day I waste time to wait for class because I have nothing to do.
I feel like an idiot.
I have no friends...
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LATER-
eh, it's better. i went on the obstacle course bouncy bounce with maria. i met mark (REALLY CUTE ASIAN BOY:).
but, i don't know.
i played apples to apples with people.
but, i don't know.
i think i'm just impatient because everyone else seems to be really close.
and i'm not close with anybody, except sort of maria not really. and dylan sort of not really.
MY PSYCH CLASS IS SO HARD.