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always end up coming back to this thing.
Newmarket is a mighty lonely place. No where to go. Few to see. And maybe few is enough for some, but a couple of equally lonely and lost people in a place contrary to all my politics is not enough to quench my thirst for life. Perhaps it could be self-manifested. A manifesto of go-go’s looking deep beneath the glamouring surface of suburban ( Read more... ) -
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learning hard ways the hard way.
always scared scared. moving to the big city helps keep that shit at bay - i got a new life to make. i gotta do something meaningful for me. could be anything, of late ( Read more... ) -
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kate has no memory, just age and curiosity. -
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There's no in between in honesty, but a few feelings left unsaid. To get what I think I want, requires me to put intensity to bed. I have to ask myself if I'm doing this for us - if I'm scared of being 'just us'. Am I passing up a possibility or really trying to be happy ( Read more... ) -
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sooo disappointed in the 'kindness' of a father - happy to see his child dating a man ( Read more... ) -
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damn time and the complexity of people for complicating relationships. i want to stay that energetic lady with wide smiles for you always. your semi-sleazy internet date who chokes up when you buy her a ticket to beirut and swears she can take you down in 30 seconds flat ( Read more... ) -
strangest waves of brain of late of yesterday of todays and tomorrows torrential rains..
you see, i wanted to take advantage of a moment, this seeming opportunity, but i got scared and it was a terrible circumstance. but, i realize, i back off a lot and that i haven't let some of the experiences i'm seeking actually in to my life. how could they get in when i've left no room ( Read more... ) -
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I feel as though I can't find what I'm looking for "here". the seemingly arbitrary moments of expression with near strangers (perhaps friends) gives me a small piece of something that I can use to build something bigger and more meaningful in myself. And though these needs are tainted with falsities like narcotic visions, or with other wants that I ( Read more... ) -
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