learning hard ways the hard way.

[foreverplaid_]

always scared scared. moving to the big city helps keep that shit at bay - i got a new life to make. i gotta do something meaningful for me. could be anything, of late.
this relationship is forcing me to grow up. i feel like peter pan. a young boy who wants to have fun and be stuck in his imagination and fanciful ideas. but, less of this means big step taking. thank god i've got long legs, otherwise, i might take a tumble down the rabbit hole and find myself in another universe, one where i feel a little less alien.
gotta get up, gotta get going. do something. do anything.

knowledge is everywhere. just figuring out where i wanna find it.