Empty ( Read more... )

And i'm back! i haven't been here for soo long.. i don't think anyone will remember me! i was 'better' for quite sometime.. since about june... and now i'm back here so i'll let you work out your on conclusions ( Read more... )

im going away again till wednesday, i leave today so that should be fun! i know i haven't been on much recently and i've missed you all heaps ( Read more... )

to anyone who wondered what happend to me im just letting you know that i am alive. my computer crashed! and i've been going slighty crazy being not able to read everyones posts and comments. but it's working again, after some cut technican guy fixed it, lol. well i have a cold.. and i hate being sick! drives me crazy soo in combat to this damn ( Read more... )

back at 82-81.5 so thats good! had to eat last night.. at least i had something semi-good.. subway! lol damn those cookies!! ohh and a good way at the movies when everyone is stuffing their face with popcorn lol is to get lollypops! and just suck on them! good ole chuppa chups! im glad everyone is doing well! and i'm glad im back here! i missed you ( Read more... )

back to the real world ( Read more... )

last post before i go away! what am i going to do without you ladies?? hmm.. i will just have to make sure i keep busy.. with sport lol ( Read more... )

omg! usually when im in this state of mind when i look at my legs they look small.. but today, i nearly hyperventilated i was that panicky.. my thighs were huge. like tree trunks. they really really looked ginormous. sad i know. they still look huge to me. hopefully tomorrow they will look smaller. maybe.. lol ( Read more... )

Havent actually digested anything since... hang on... tuesday, had small amount on monday.. and i am going on the scale... ahh scary.. not cause i haven't been on in the last couple of days, but because it will be the first time today! got trashed last night, helps to forget all the shit sometimes, or in my case all the time.. ok i'm going on the ( Read more... )

Going away with my church for 3 days of sport! lol ... that should be good! i'm taking my own food even tho i paid $30 for food already. obsessive much? lol besides i'd go nuts if i didnt know exactly what went into the food.. and then i'd purge it.. i dont want to purge up there. im going to take my salads and somethingy sugary.. probly jubes in ( Read more... )