i am alive

[food_enemy]

to anyone who wondered what happend to me im just letting you know that i am alive. my computer crashed! and i've been going slighty crazy being not able to read everyones posts and comments. but it's working again, after some cut technican guy fixed it, lol. well i have a cold.. and i hate being sick! drives me crazy soo in combat to this damn cold i have been eating 'safe foods' in an atempt to get me healthy again. so i'm back to 83, which isn't afwul, but it isn't great. down! i want to go down! not hover over this kilo foreva.. 82-83 back to 82 back to 83. damn systematic cycle. anyways on a happier or more depressing thought, depending on how you feel, it's only 20 weeks till summer. and i have to tell you to feel confident enough to wear a bikini, well it's definetly motivating, i am from tomorrow adding extra excercise and cutting down on the food portions.

I know i know it seems like a long way away but its only 20 weeks, 140 days. and if half those days are good days well hopefully i can get to my long term goal by then. this is going to be a challenge. till the first of summer, or for someplaces winter. it's a long term challenge, and in 140 days there are going to be a lot of ups and downs, and thats all apart of the journey its the end result that is worth it!

So anyone interested in doing a long term challenge compared to the short ones we usually have, just comment! it starts Friday night at 12pm.

Good luck to everyone!
Luv to you all
Tash!