Dec 06, 2006 01:03
And i'm back! i haven't been here for soo long.. i don't think anyone will remember me! i was 'better' for quite sometime.. since about june... and now i'm back here so i'll let you work out your on conclusions
i am 200pounds 93 kilos. i am disgusted. i am angry. i am pissed off.
do you know how easy it is when you get 'better' to put on so much weight? it's fuking ridiculous. one problem tho.. i have an iron deficiency that i need to get sorted out.. which involves eating.. which is not going to happen. thank christ for iron pills!
i told my mum that im going to go on the lap band diet.. you know how they have to eat specific stuff for like 1 month to 2 month after surgery.. well i want to go on that.. but i dont want to eat cause if i do i know what will happen. and my teeth jus can't take anymore of that shit
ok well i'll jus update my stats and stop babbling! kk lol
it feel good yet bad to be back
cw 93
sgw 80
lgw 50