I didn't go to work today. Got up late - despite waking at 6:30, just lie there thinking. And felt a bit faint when I did get up. And it's fairly pointless, because I just sit at my desk and think about Jon, or surf the web to avoid thinking. Mathematics is not being done ( Read more... )

Don't know why but I seem to keep getting into rows all the time ( Read more... )

Mum + B are coming over tomorrow afternoon, possibly bringing J&J as well.
Which means I need to clean and tidy and remove all "incriminating items".

I am now a Board Admin Emeritus.

Went to mum's yesterday, was ok, short visit.

Flat inspection tomorrow.

Sometimes I really badly want to have a cat.
( pic of Lucy )

Having a crap couple of days, no reason ( Read more... )

I'm at my mum's again for new year. I don't know why. I am getting irritated by her already.
Tomorrow we are going to a big stepfamily gathering, FIFTEEN people altogether...


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