Last night I dreamt about Brad for the first time in... years. This is odd, but such a nice escape from dreaming about Cris that I don't even mind it ( Read more... )

Hi!

I logged on with every intention of writing an entry... and then spent, like, three hours re-HTMLing my journal instead. Like ya do.

I was super stressed out last night and this morning, but as school progressed and I realized I wasn't too far behind (after not going to class this and last Tuesdays), I felt better ( Read more... )

This post is alternatively titled, "Checklist For the City of My Dreams".

• good public transportation
• Mennonite population → Mennonite bakery and farm → cheap and delicious produce and baked goods
• nice, urban loft-style apartments for cheap
• beautiful city park
• clean, good public library

Somehow putting on Clint Mansell's Requiem for a Dream music really gave me energy for an hour or so. I didn't exactly clean up, but I didn't exactly not clean up ( Read more... )

I don't know what's up with me lately, but something is just not sitting right with me, life is just not sitting right with me. I wake up fine, which is a bit unusual, but then I go through the day waiting for the next thing to happen, even when the next thing has happened. Maybe it's just the stress of the Christmas season and wrapping up classes ( Read more... )

I am in a super fantastic mood. Although, I'm digging myself a hole monetarily, dipping into the money I owe Mom. But that'll be rectified somewhat easily once I get paid this Thursday/Friday ( Read more... )

I've felt like a speed freak for the past five hours. I did the dishes, did four loads of laundry, took out the trash, cleaned the stove and the toaster oven, folded laundry, rearranged my pantry, moved a lamp from downstairs to upstairs, made a new place to store my cooking pots, and cleaned out my tupperware drawer ( Read more... )

I'm in a mood where I want to be doing something, but I also don't want to be doing anything. I want to just lay on my couch and watch TV, but I also don't ( Read more... )

Since Jamie and I have broken up, I've been making a mental list of the things I don't want to have to compromise in myself in my next relationship, and also of the things I'd like in a partner, I guess. Not that I'm actively looking, it's just that Jamie and I had almost nothing in common, and I compromised a lot of myself for him ( Read more... )

I'm sick. I didn't sleep very well last night, and I woke up at 8am 'cos I was sick of trying to breathe and failing ( Read more... )