monday: ok, first glitch: while watching stargate i was, as always, going to go and find my kittens, hug them, touch them and listen to them purring. when i was rising up from my chair i realised i'm not at home and my kitties aren't here. fuck, i want my kitties. there goes my day ( Read more... )

i ate some meat. in bigos. took me like 10 minutes to decide i won't play with it trying to avoid meat but, hell, eat all of it.

wow. i think it's the first time since january 2009 (i ate some fish around 2-3 months ago, though. just to check my reaction, lol).

that is an important event in my life! XD

i realised my failure yet again. being left alone isn't nice but i can't change it. happens.

anyway, i'm almost half done with FIRST tries of exams/tests. i'm emphasising first since this semester i'm a slacker and i don't give a shit. i don't give a shit about anything but graduating and moving away. AWAY. with a blank page ( Read more... )

lately, i've been having problems with my own identification. i can't decide what to do, how to think, what's important and what's trivial. what are my beliefs? and when did they change if ut;s the case. i'm slightly loss but not to the point of being... nothing? eh. i'm trying to drop meat. and that's where the problem begins. why do i want it? ( Read more... )

some day ago i was watching 7 best advertisements directed by kings. when i saw surnames i got so excited, omg, omg, omg. i was right to. some of them are, just...

Wong Kar-Wai: Reklama
like this one, directed by wong kar-wai, the master. i love him to bits, pieces, whatever else. thought "happy together" is laying on my hd waiting to be watched ( Read more... )

food is evil. i think it's the first time i have some serious stomach pains because i ATE TOO MUCH. but... it was so delicious. ugh. i wonder if i'll be able to sleep tonight. note about beck, my life reflections and robinson crusoe postponed. i feel like one, big and brainless steak. oh god, save meeeeeee ( Read more... )

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( here to the WTHUTness XD )