i really didnt want it to come to this livejournal, but im with myspace now. dont be sad, we can both move on to better things now. im not saying i dont still love you, we had some great times and youll always be in my heart. myspace just has more to offer in a relationship, and is slightly better looking. i still want to be friends, i dont want to ( Read more... )

i definately needed the last two nights ( Read more... )

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im leaving nevada tomorrow. i got stuck with the late flight. i dont want to go back. i dont remember the last time i had this much fun. and the worst part is i know i cant keep her when i get back. i forgot to mention something fairly important in my last post. shes married. i know, thats awful, and i really would feel bad if he wasnt the biggest ( Read more... )

i loved san francisco. i always thought no city could beat boston, but im sorry to say the san fran blew it out of the water. everything is so open there. we went to golden gate park. on our way in about 4 people asked us if we wanted to get stoned with them. i guess the drug use is so bad at that park that cops dont even care. you just cant leave ( Read more... )

so much for celibacy. it was a wierd little science project anyway. she is well worth giving it up. i fell in love again. not before we did it but i definately started falling for her before. sex just helped it along. maybe thats what i can take from this. and, god, what mind blowing sex it is. finally ive found someone to keep up with me with all ( Read more... )

hey everyone. thanks for youre input on that. im still doing good. it did get tough for a bit so i pulled out the big guns. prince albert. take that sex drive. you dont know true fear until youre sitting on a doctors chair waiting to get a needle shoved through the bottom of your knob and out your piss hole ( Read more... )

I’ve been thinking about celibacy lately. Not really celibacy, but kind of. I think I fall in love too easily; but I want to know if I really do just fall in love quick or if I just love sex. I’ve had a fairly long term relationship with someone who I didn’t fool around with a lot and it was way too easy to get over her, does that say something ( Read more... )

sorry about the bitch entry. the boat puts me in a really awful mood. im back on it now but last week we were in ft lauderdale which eased the pain of being out here a lot. they know how to treat sailors. no carding, free drinks, easy polish girls. me and bush are having a contest to see how many immigrants we can screw. im losing. we went to ( Read more... )

So, earlier today I’m sitting on a dirty catwalk over the ocean watching the sunset. One moment I’m in total awe of how beautiful it is, and then I realize where I am. I realize what’s behind me. Everything came crashing down. How the hell did I get here? What the fuck have I done? Four years of my life for $32000 for college that I may or may not ( Read more... )