yes i smell very bad from staying at emo's for too long.i spent saturday night and all of sunday in brooklyn with emo,sean and kyt kat.even though there's no fresh air or cleanliness in the streets and everything smells like sewage i now have an undying love for brooklyn.we did some drugs.me and emo stayed up all night in prospect park drinking 40' ( Read more... )

so...i'm there.here.canada.brittish columbia.woo-hoo.ummm i've been out of northampton and away from my friends for a full week now.i'm kind of going insane.the only way of fun me and my cousin have is chocolate and movies we've already seen.i'll be home on thursday morning, hopefully.see in your east coast time it's about 12:15.here it's 9:15.and ( Read more... )

ummm.i cut my hair tonight.i might cut it some more cause it looks dumb.i look dumb.i missed my short hair though.on saturday night i had people come over and most of us tripped pretty good on acid.fun times.i hate coming down though.after that full 10 hours of being perfectly content everything sad came back to me.that was the most pot i've smoked ( Read more... )

new years.hmm.i've felt very off since new years eve.maybe cause of the tsunami? maybe cause of something else that's going on that i don't know about yet.a tsunami killed thousands of people.there's 7 feet of snow in southern california.it's rainy in arizona.it's been 50 degrees the past couple days.islands are sinking and the world is slowly ( Read more... )

i have nothing to write.lately i can't hold as much as alcohol as i useto.i just complain about how drunk i am and go to sleep.i feel like it just goes strait through my blood and doesn't even go to my liver.but i know that's not happening.i want to dye my hair black or blonde.i can put it up in a pony tail now without looking like a cooky jackass ( Read more... )

what's with all these bunk drugs going around? if it's weak or fake don't waste my time.asshole.i'm hoping to move in with betty in a month or two if i work something out with my mom.fuck living off your parents as long as you can.i would have no quams about getting a job and paying for at least some of my stuff.i don't know where she's moving to ( Read more... )

acid on my birthday along with lots of pot and got drunnk with zoe the next night and did shrooms with mike hawkey.zoe left us and it was a long time before we actually ventured out to get her.we found some guy who had been talking to her outside of db mart and we went to smoke a bowl with him.he was a nice guy.and then mike told me about a serial ( Read more... )

my star tattoo is starting to scar and fade.i got my schedule and i have one 10th grade class.i can honestly say i really don't give a fuck about school this year.i bet i won't even be in my own bed the first morning of school.fuck all of you who say it's easy if you just try.there's some of us out there who really can't do school.yeah anyways.my ( Read more... )

i have 3 tattoos.and one more coming.a heart on my hand,half a star on my right shoulder,a full star on my left,and an "l" on my hip for laura.mhm....

my birthday's soon

i cut my knee on a peice of glass in jasmine's gerage and i had to get stitches so now i can't bend my knee or else they'll rip.i had the cut all night so it could be infected with anything.it sucks alot.i can't take the stitches out for 2 weeks.i could write about other things buuut...i won't