life handed us a paycheck we said "we worked harder than this"
ummm.i cut my hair tonight.i might cut it some more cause it looks dumb.i look dumb.i missed my short hair though.on saturday night i had people come over and most of us tripped pretty good on acid.fun times.i hate coming down though.after that full 10 hours of being perfectly content everything sad came back to me.that was the most pot i've smoked in a long time.that was a nice night.me and my mom have agreed about me not going to school.it's not worth the fight if i'm just gonna skip everyday.it's such a huge relief.i want...something.i've been feeling like i need something all day.i thought it was a cigarette but i still feel the same way.i hate that feeling.umm i wanna see bettie tomorrow.i want it to be summer more than anything.it's almost febuary.yeah that's close to spring which is giving me a little bit of hope that winter will eventually end.